I can say that i know nothing of things of this world and not any idea of myself after 39 years.
who is responsible? I am responsible.
I chose to create a world and enjoy the joy of living.
I realized that "to be" and to continue "to be" is a big ask. It is the fountain of all sorrow, pain and misery. But i created this world experience the joy of being. So that why the world is full of opposites which will ever continue, until i continue.
But then, Who am I! And i find that the I being referred to is the person. So this I shall continue, until there is a person with a name, a form, has thoughts, emotions and energy. So seeing the falsehood of the person is the end of the world as i created and experienced it.
Is there a world and its experience without person, i am not sure of.
So to see the end of a person is to end the falseness associated with him. that is to question the identity! The BODY and MIND. Their association with the person is very close but i seek joy as a person which is asking the Body Mind to do what is impossible.
So is there a joy in this world........
to experience the I AM, i have to stay with it and not to stray from it. to sit(put the mind is such seat) for hours and watch the mind. its restlessness its movements... the Journey is neither long nor tough, EARNESTNESS of the goal will help.
EARNESTNESS matters not the process or the effort.
